Sunday 12 May 2013

True love never dies

I do not know,
Why you cannot see,
I have returned,
Just to be with thee,
But I believe you have shut your eyes from my side,
I stand in front but you still don’t read my eyes.

Why can’t you feel?
The love in my breath,
I came back for you,
From my very own death,
But what I see is you are still mourning that day,
Your eyes swell up with tears as you lay flowers on my grave.

Though I shout to,
Tell I am alive,
My words fall dead,
In front of my eyes,
And I see you’ve shut your ears, can’t hear my soul,
I try to feel your heart, it is dying and cold.

I step back in fear,
I know why you don’t understand,
There is no air between us,
Like in love of sun and sand,
I stand here alone,
I have finally realized,
I can’t reach the sea in you,
I am a moon without a tide.

I still have faith left,
You’ll walk away from me,
The love in my sighs,
Will finally let you see,
And I will wait for the time you realize,
The place for you is to move on with life.

Till that moment comes,
When your face will bloom in smiles,
I will be your guardian,
As I leave my footprints behind.

Wednesday 8 May 2013

That killer guilt


Shoot! Shoot me down,
Trample me under the elephants,
Cry! I cry aloud,
Bury me under the boiling sand,
Do! Whatever you can,
This guilt is killing me now,
Stab! Me in the heart,
Come and pick this dagger in hand.
Come and pick this dagger in hand.

I! Can do nothing,
Nothing can change the way I behaved,
Put! Me in the jail,
Where I live in dark with head shaved,
Do! Whatever you can,
My eyes drain the oceans out of me,
Drown! Me in the sea,
And don’t hear when I shout to be saved.
Yes don’t hear when I shout to be saved.

You may say you’ve forgiven,
But I know you’ll never do,
I feel my love, so terrible,
Even if you are talking true,
But I don’t mind, yes I don’t mind,
It’s only me to be blamed,
What I said, what I did,
Puts even Lucifer to shame,
Curse me, hit me, and make me cry,
I will face it, I don’t lie,
Nothing can undo what’s done,
Nothing to say just let me die.

Friday 3 May 2013

I am guilty

Every time I look in the glass,
I can see the horns on my head,
Every time I move in the crowd,
I can feel their eyes on my tail,
Every time I speak, I just choke,
I can feel hot coal in my breath,
Every time I smile, I break down,
I can feel every day, I just fail.

Cause every moment I hear your name,
I can feel my guilt weigh me down,
Every night I jump in the pool of dreams,
I just sink deeper, but never drown.

I am guilty,
For whatever I said to thee,
I am guilty,
I know I’ll never be free,
I am guilty,
And if the god wants to kill some devil,
It’s got to be me.